Dear friend

I knew that you will become someone like this one day since the day I cry for you...
and I didn't know that day was coming so soon...

I hope that you are reading this,
some of your actions and behaviour have been somehow unreasonable and made everyone worried sick about it...
I could understand that you want to develop a very good relationship with God and I'm not saying that it's not good.
It is just that you are trying so hard to cope with everything, and nothing goes in the way you expect it to be.

Most of the things in life to my view right now that you should give more priority on were neglected.
I suppose your parents will have the same thought as mine, that we still want you to put your best effort on studies.
And I know that you want to maitain the relationship with your family members, your parents might never understand the situation that you are in right now.

The burden that you are carrying is killing you and your life.
Your physical and mental condition is pulling you down from doing a lot of great things.

You were a different person to me
since the moment you have a different perception to brain or beauty.
You might think that it's silly however that simple little question have changed the way I view you.

You have grow more spiritually,
I'm not trying to judge you or anyone,
but I hope that you could think about it and try to take a step down.
Despite all this, I will always be here to support all your decissions.

Your sincerely,
EeLing